Don't worry I haven't given up on makeup and things like that! I'm just working on myself to make me a better happier person and to have the confidence I that I once had. I'm mean.. I need to feel beautiful inside, not just when I put on makeup. you know what i'm saying? Putting on makeup can make my face beautiful, but what about my whole body appearance? If i'm not even confident enough to rock a body that I'm comfortable with, then I really don't feel pretty in the inside.